Mornings can be the hardest. Painfully fast, my body isn’t at all in sync with time
I’m craving a neck massage as much as my next cup of caffeine
Brain overloaded with thoughts from before and vivid dreams previous
What do they mean?
So I google
Or rather Dream moods that shit
Oh so I’m apparently still in a rut and feel inadequate, alone and unsatisfied in my small life
I feel my enough of my conscious is fighting for that to be wrong so I should be okay
Has it been half an hour yet so I can eat?
Or yeah time moves fast here, It’s been 2 hours
Having hypothyroidism can make everything a chore, even the simple art of waking up. The only way I can differentiate, is by reflecting on days where I feel okay and awake – or if I look at what everyone does in the AM period. I don’t want sympathy, or to even be understood- just respected for the fact that I don’t wake up all happy go lucky at 8am! I’m more of a 10am groan and grog till I feel I’ve eaten enough to sustain me for the next few hours. If you, or anyone you know struggles with mornings, and the over-all concept of waking up, it’s okay. you are not alone, even if your dream suggests otherwise 😉
Please share your stories or simply tell me so I can share them. We need to stop making people feel bad for their routines, we need to start to respect different way of lives and not judge
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